I can't believe this is happening again. I really thought that all this cancer suffering was behind me but just when I was starting to feel pretty comfortable and content,....radiation takes a burn for the worse. I have been suffering with what I'd describe as a wicked sunburn the last 4 or 5 days. It's been described to me as more like a chemical burn in it's reality but since I've never HAD a chemical burn it's like a really bad sunburn to me. But, tonight I noticed blistering in some of the bad spots. Great. I have three more weeks of this. I'm pretty devastated and have been thrust into a bit of a depression or it could be intense cancer fatigue. I don't know and I since I don't care, I'm leaning toward depression.
I'm pretty sure everyone around me is sick of this too. I haven't shared my isary with very many people because everyone just wants it to be better. I hate being the carwreck in everyone's life.
Nights are the worst. It just stings and itches and hurts like hell and I can't sleep. Ugh.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
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I don't think of you as a car wreck. I wish I could take away your pain. I am so sorry you have to go through all of this.
Love you loads!
You're not a carwreck. I'm right there with you (in spirit) and am thinking about you all the time. I wish I could be there physically to help you carry the burden of this somehow. I'm glad you post these so that I can have a better sense of what kind of support you need.
Love love love.
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