wednesday

the house is overwhelming me
anxious about radiation starting
trying to get life completely in order
before it starts
of course
impossible
raining again
needing time for me
it seems
or not
perhaps needing a friend
difficult to make friends
while undergoing cancer treatment
just don't want to open up in
that way
we'll go to Gilda's Club
Noogieland
tonight and I'll see my pals there
and hope that I can get through a room
tomorrow